Forgetting all I could not do today

February 2nd 2018 New day turn away Wipe away the tear New night, feel right Knowing that you're here Someone will call Something will fall And smash on the floor Without reading the text Know what comes next Seen it before And it's painful Breathing in fumes I'm breathing in fumes Celebrate the fact That we've seen the back Of another black day I want to take you in my arms Forgetting all I couldn't do today If you want control Without any pain How long will you suffer How long you reign There's a place where I go Without any sound Only you can reach me Only you're allowed Then you're so far away You're so far from here Do you remember A time without tears When you're falling I will catch you You don't have to fall that far You can make it, I will be there You were broken from the start When you were a child You'd dream all day long You'd dream of the future Get lost in your songs Now that time is gone It's lost for you now Words long forgotten Forgotten somehow Well I'm knocking on Death's door Will I take my rest, have I passed the test And I would have to pinch her Just to see if she was real Just to watch the smile fade away And see the pain she'd feel I've been a martyr for love Tortured every hour From the day I was born I've been moved like a pawn By the greatest of powers I knew that I would have to suffer in vain Aware that I would never outgrow the pain Can't you see it's misery And torture for me When I'm misunderstood Try as hard as you can I've tried as hard as I could To make you see How important it is for me I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized I have found heaven To celebrate the fact That we've seen the back Of another black day I look to you How you carry on When all hope is gone Can't you see Your optimistic eyes Seem like paradise To someone like Me I want to take you In my arms Forgetting all I couldn't do today